there has been a general
meh feeling surrounding me lately. there is no infinite sadness, just feeling a tad melancholy. i feel unloved because of what's been going on at home and with friends, and i know i really shouldn't be bother by it, but i gotta admit that work politics is getting to me as well.
i think another reason for this particular bout of the blues is the fact that i’ve been fairly sick for over a week now. funny thing is that i finally get a day off after many many days of work and sleep deprive. this morning i woke up sick. proper sick. it almost feels like i've been holding the sickness within me because i knew i couldn't possibly be sick when work has been so hectic.