This morning Katcha handed me a parcel and I knew straight away that my passport has finally arrived. I had the feeling that it was gonna be here today since last night. The wait for the passport was awful. I tried very hard to push it all to the back of my mind and now I can finally have peace.

The past week or so has been a bucketful of suck for me. I find that I don’t enjoy work as much now. Of course weekends always explode into a raging volcano of shitty, but these days work just generally makes me feel disaffected. Things still bother me, but I just don’t have a strong feeling about anything anymore.

Enjoying what you do is one thing, but it's the people that you work with who keep you going. I guess I kind of lost faith here. It also makes me miss home like crazy, especially after talking to one of my favorite people in the world. I miss walking down Robson street, I miss driving on highway 1, I miss my lovely family and friends, and I miss the air in Vancouver.

I like my new place and I enjoy spending my time there, doing what I want. I don’t want to go out just for the sake of going out. Don’t get me wrong, I do enjoy hanging out with friends, but I want plans before I commit to a night out, especially with my co-workers. An outing with them usually involves a lot of waiting and wandering around. I mean, I have always thought that the wandering around makes the night fun, but these days, I just can’t be bothered.

Okay, off to figure out this dysfunctional thing. Have a good Halloween!

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